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[monday april 7, 2008 11:47am] |
I don't know if any of my friends even use Livejournal anymore, but I'm going to start posting again. So heres my new journal:
http://www.ericjacksonwood.livejournal.com
Add me as a friend, and we'll keep each other up to date.
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[tuesday december 4, 2007 4:12am] |
I've grown so fucking tired, and so fucking cold. I'm sick of hoping for the worst. I should be so fucking happy right now, but instead I sit here and wait for this to fall apart. I wait for you to slip up so I can walk away, because I truly can't stand this lack of dramatic events. I'm so sick and I'm so comfortable, and I'm sick of not knowing whether or not I'm in love.
Have you truly changed, or are people just people and will always be the same? Can I trust you when you tell me you'll never do this again? I have no idea what is real anymore, because you've stripped me of emotion. I feel so fucking jaded and I hate it. I'm absolutely lost for thoughts, and I hate you for what you've done to me.
I think we have a great thing going, and I hope we're big enough to know it and small enough to prove it. We need to prioritize and figure out if this is what we really, truly want. If it is, than fuck the rest and lets make this happen.
I think I'm back. And I'm so fucking blasé.
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[sunday september 16, 2007 6:37pm] |
i haven't updated this journal in forever.
for those of you who haven't already checked it out, i've created a photoblog. i started something called project 365, where i take a picture every day of the year so i have something visual to look back on.
if you want to see what's been going on in my life, or want to keep track of what will be going on, you can find it here:
http://www.photoblog.com/user/ericjacksonwood
i haven't read anyone elses journal in forever either, but i talk to you all enough to know what's going on without reading it online. so, i think this is the end of my livejournal.
eric.
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[thursday june 21, 2007 4:22pm] |
i am so drained. i hate working for twelve days straight, and only getting two days off to relax. before i know it, the weekend's over and i have to work another twelve days. it's hell. but the money is worth it. i got bored after work today and filled one of these out.
( these broken animals. as useless as they are. )
i am doing some work for skate4cancer and it's a lot of fun. i almost have my own portfolio website back online, and i have a bunch of my new skate4cancer stuff in there. i'll post a link when it's finally complete. i can't wait to be out of debt. it's sinking fast! this is going to be a good summer. i can sense it already.
eric.
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[sunday june 17, 2007 2:39pm] |
so i hear there's a whole world out there but i've grown to love this bed too much to leave it. if love really drives out fear, then i pray it's her voice i've been hearing outside my door.
one more time, love, won't you come remind me, i'm someone believed in, i'm someone still within your reach. cause all i've got is sleep against my fear of being swept away by the wind, the undertow, and thought.
regret.
so i hear there's a whole world out there but ive grown to love this bed too much to leave it. i keep hearing about this world out there. come untie me from this bed. come untie me from the wicked things i love.
awake.
awake in the company of men given something to say. give me a servant's heart and a tongue to obey. awake. come wind. awake. come thought. tired head, take up your mat, take your mat and walk.
eric.
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[monday may 28, 2007 12:09am] |
i'm starting work tomorrow at a golf course on the second concession. sterling works there and tyler leach just got a job there so it should be pretty sweet. it will be nice to be outside all day and actually make some money. i feel like it's going to tire me out this summer though. welp, it's about time i do something with my life! i'm stoked nonetheless.
eric.
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[wednesday may 23, 2007 12:51am] |
i've been looking long and hard, trying to find a job in the city. i really didn't think that it would be this hard. i've probably emailed every single graphic design/advertising agency in toronto. tomorrow, the phone calls begin. wish me luck!
( if only you were lonely )
eric.
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[friday may 18, 2007 7:10pm] |
i have the one that so many want and i can't help but be afraid to lose her. i feel disgusting. i need to take action soon and make stuff happen for myself, or i'm going to lose it all.
eric.
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[sunday may 13, 2007 2:39pm] |
i came across something old. something that still breaks me apart. i wish you made better decisions. sometimes it scares me how much i'll look for something i don't want to find. get out of my head.
eric.
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[tuesday may 8, 2007 1:25am] |
to cherish is playing a show next thursday in toronto. i want you all to come if you can. we're playing with a couple pretty sweet bands!
spoken | inhale/exhale.
things are going pretty sweet right now. i'm still looking for a job. i wish i could find something a little more design-related but it's not looking so good right now. it's been two weeks since my interview at the arcade agency and i still haven't heard back from them yet so i'm moving on. we'll see how it goes! i'm working for stuart tomorrow morning, so i'm going to go to bed.
eric.
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